Warning: The following entry contains vulgarities. Lord, forgive me.
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I SAW A FREAKING NICE HANDMADE GUITAR IN ESPLANADE FOR LESS THAN $200!!!!!

Anyone care to buy for me as my early early early birthday present? Hee. Oh, but I need help in buying a guitar- how to care, how to string, choose a pick...I've got this unbroken blister on my thumb...wonder if it'll burst if I continue practising? But sis is getting her plaster for me, which she used when she was practising her harp (back when she was still in sec sch...) so...but then, maybe the bubble might burst inside the plaster as it does when I do pointe.

Also, I've been telling myself that I'd love to go shopping at Red2 and check out the nice tops I saw there. =) Then again, I guess I'll have to do it after exams, which would be in March. I'm keeping 2 March free for shopping.

I've also started a deviantart accounts, hopefully I'll be able to get a digital camera (plus photoshop) so I can stick photos up there. Pika, I'll give you the add when I do so! Ohhhh, I'm just going to be so damn broke before year 3 starts larh. You can see some daily top favourites over at "exit" (at the left navigation bar), but don't be shocked if one pic is like..bloody or somewhat intimate...I have no control over what's going to be posted up there. Plus, they change everyday. I think. Just run your cursor over the blank rectangulars and the picture will come out.

Friday night, went with Suejen to watch Stuttgart Ballet's Romeo and Juliet. On stage, the two looked pretty young, but upclose you realise...they ain't so young. And, um...not as good-looking as you thought. There are a lot of repeat routines, I guess it instills the personality into different characters. But overall, it was quite ok...not terribly fantastic or dramatic. The best scene though was the ballroom scene with that famous piece of music (which Romeo crashed and met Juliet in). I think I prefer to watch H.Art Chao's production to Stuttgart Ballet's or Singapore Dance Theatre. I finally wore that $77.90 dress mum bought for me from Essue 21! And as I've thought, it actually goes very well with my current hair style =) Some waitress served us wine and Suejen and I shared a glass of red wine, which wasn't very sweet or smooth..but still drinkable. So, I'm really sorry Kenneth for abandoning you. Can't resist a live ballet performance by a pretty well-known dance company in Esplanade.

Something struck me over the week: we may be more intelligent and 'higher' than animals but inside we're quite the same. Fats, meat, organs...we're still perishable. I saw a picture of a Y-incision autopsy from a criminology book in MPH. Can't say I was disgusted or grossed out by it...which isn't a good thing. Kids, don't try to find the book or the picture. But yeah...if I were to lay out a slab of human meat beside a slab of beef, you wouldn't know which is which. It kind of brought me down to earth and reminded me why we need to treat animals kindly and with respect. We are the evolved species, we are given authority over them but that doesn't mean we can look down on them.

So ^%@! animal abusers.

I shouldn't be swearing but I feel strongly about this.

On a lighter note, if this time I don't see a D in my results, a miracle has happened. I plan to camp in TP library and attend all revision lectures just so I can pass my exams. I've already given up on that Director's Honours List, because I don't think my GPA can go up to 3.5. Not at this current state.

2 weeks more to chiong then after that, I don't think I shall be more relaxed but at least I don't have to face some lecturers anymore. I admit I have trouble submitting to leadership, I will try but if that person doesn't earn my respect, he doesn't earn it. But I still try to swallow down my remarks and be polite- except to that buh-larrrr-dyyyy idiotic nurse in Mount E.